Posted May 31, 2012:

Yea, and not just for little things, for the big things. The life shattering things that made you want to bang your head against the wall. I wish there was someone there to tell me that everything is okay even if its not. I wish there was someone here with me now, wiping the blood off of my d*mn arms and whispering that its okay to slip up, its okay to be broken and horrible and pathetic. ITS OKAY TO BE DAMAGED AND WRONG. I wish there was someone here right now to say that they'll never leave, that they'll always understannd, they'll always bandage me up, they'll always love me no matter how f*cked up I am. I wish someone was here, just so I was alone in this godd*mn room. I wish someone was here...I really just wish someone was here. But then we all feel that way, don't we? We're all alone. We're all broken. And we're all just looking for ways to be whole. I'll never be who I was supposed to be. It doesn't really matter though, because bleeding turns all of it off. It makes the noise go away, far, far away. It just turns everything OFF...almost.


Posted May 31, 2012:

To the previous commenter, you just blew my mind. I know exactly this feeling you describe but never could I have put it in words like this. You are not horrible or pathetic, you are not wrong. You are beautiful and precious and I wish I could make you see that. I'm just some anonymous stranger but I wish I could be there for you.


Posted May 31, 2012:

You are here for me. It's nice to know that someone was thinking of me today.


Posted June 11, 2012:

Though you may think this is stupid and rediculous its true; I've expierenced it. Jesus understands everything your going through, and accepts you no matter what. You don't need or have to be perfect He loves you already, and always will.


Posted June 12, 2012:

Very few people will ever understand eachother. Perhaps a spouse or a close family member or even a friend. But I dont think you understand how hard it is to understand someone else. Ever action has a reason and someone who understands you will know it. Its difficult to find a person who knows you that well. But not imposible. -Ilusive Man


Posted July 24, 2012:

I feel like the strangers on this website understand each other better than the people that supposidly know them in real life. I first stumbled upon this website in the 9th grade, a really rough time in my life, and it put many things in perspective for me. I realized that there were many people who were either going through things worse than I was, or were feeling exactly the same as I was. It was truly a blessing to be able to feel not so alone in the world. Even when everything was crashing around me, this website and its postive commenters were here. I am now entering my Senior Year and things have completely turned around. I have found my faith again and and seldom come to this website anymore. I am feeling happy for the first time in years. Things really do get better, and you will be able to move on. I know it sounds cliche, I always thought so to, until I lived to see it happen. The truth is, no one you know will ever seem to understand you, but the people who are on this website will. Just take it day by day, let go of secret after secret, and soon, you will feel the liberation that comes with getting everything out in the open. I thank God for this website and know that it really does help. <3


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