Posted May 31, 2012:
Yea, and not just for little things, for the big things. The life shattering things that made you want to bang your head against the wall. I wish there was someone there to tell me that everything is okay even if its not. I wish there was someone here with me now, wiping the blood off of my d*mn arms and whispering that its okay to slip up, its okay to be broken and horrible and pathetic. ITS OKAY TO BE DAMAGED AND WRONG. I wish there was someone here right now to say that they'll never leave, that they'll always understannd, they'll always bandage me up, they'll always love me no matter how f*cked up I am. I wish someone was here, just so I was alone in this godd*mn room. I wish someone was here...I really just wish someone was here. But then we all feel that way, don't we? We're all alone. We're all broken. And we're all just looking for ways to be whole. I'll never be who I was supposed to be. It doesn't really matter though, because bleeding turns all of it off. It makes the noise go away, far, far away. It just turns everything OFF...almost.
Posted May 31, 2012:
To the previous commenter, you just blew my mind. I know exactly this feeling you describe but never could I have put it in words like this. You are not horrible or pathetic, you are not wrong. You are beautiful and precious and I wish I could make you see that. I'm just some anonymous stranger but I wish I could be there for you.
Posted May 31, 2012:
You are here for me. It's nice to know that someone was thinking of me today.
Posted June 11, 2012:
Though you may think this is stupid and rediculous its true; I've expierenced it. Jesus understands everything your going through, and accepts you no matter what. You don't need or have to be perfect He loves you already, and always will.
Posted June 12, 2012:
Very few people will ever understand eachother. Perhaps a spouse or a close family member or even a friend. But I dont think you understand how hard it is to understand someone else. Ever action has a reason and someone who understands you will know it. Its difficult to find a person who knows you that well. But not imposible. -Ilusive Man
Posted July 24, 2012:





